- So lately I haven't been feeling very well. I suppose it would be depression, though I would describe how I've been feeling more like emptiness than anything else. It's as difficult as ever to get out of bed, eat, or brush my teeth. I just have no motivation. I had a job interview but they refused me, even though I actually had job experience, and I tried to give a good first impression, but I guess it wasn't enough.
- I guess I've also been feeling lonely. I haven't talked to people very much, forum notwithstanding. I don't think I really clique with that part of Newgrounds. Then again I've never really felt like I fit in anywhere. I really don't know where I belong. It's like I want people to be able to talk to but I also don't want to be around people, it's so weird.
- I've been thinking about not posting my art online anymore, cause most people likely don't share my interests, and really, I just haven't been drawing much, despite the high amount of ideas and sketches I have stored. Plus I've already been steadily lowering my media presence over the years. Most accounts I still have are solely for favoriting things.
Active very rarely. Collabs and holiday event art go here. Find Steak-ITD for my real self.
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Some Feelings
Posted by PicayuneFarrago - October 17th, 2020